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Today, June 19th 2016, is Father’s Day around the world. Just as I believe that every day is Mother’s Day, suffice to say the same applies for this one too. So why write a post on the blog then?

I know the generally wide extremes that celebrating a day like this evokes: the ones who gladly share their feelings about it and the ones who turn up their noses at the idea of expressing your love for your loved ones on social media. I’ve decided to toe the middle line and do it on my blog, because it’s my diary and one of the best ways I have of recording my emotions for quite possibly, the largest influence in my life.

A blog post isn’t enough to do justice to the man I call ‘Appu’. Yes, that’s what my sister and I call him. Why? Because, as a kid, I couldn’t say ‘Appa’ but Appu rolled off my tongue so naturally that my dad fell in love with it and forbade anyone from changing it. So, Appu it has been for all these years.

Appu, how shall I even begin to talk about everything you mean to me? A list may help, perhaps, but know that it isn’t exhaustive at all. ย How about a series of short anecdotes? I know you love stories so let’s give this a whirl.

Remember that time I had that terrible abscess on my back which required surgery and that night the painkiller wore off and I couldn’t sleep, crying as I did through the excruciating agony? You sat by my bed singing bhajans for two hours. Who else would have done that for me?

What about the time I waited anxiously for my A-level results and was devastated to learn that I’d ‘failed’ in a subject? I’d already completed a year of college by then and was terrified of not being able to continue. You convinced me that if that was meant to be, it wouldn’t matter and you’d be my side as I explored other options.

I’ll never forget the expression on your face when I had to sit on your lap for the kanyadhaanam ceremony during my wedding. You were worried if you could take my weight (thanks a lot!) but you managed to smile through it all (painfully obvious as it was.)

If I learnt about prayer and love from Amma, I learnt about questioning everything with compassion from you. Venturing into the spiritual journey became immensely simpler just by watching you. How you introduced me to the works of great writers and thinkers (Krishnamurti, Wodehouse, Neale Donald Walsch and so many more) is something I will always treasure.

We talk about everything under the sun and I do mean everything! I’ve always admired the completely calm way in which you addressed things which may have been considered taboo for a dad to discuss with his daughters but you haven’t shied away from them. Not once. That openness, that ability to always speak the truth, come what may, bonds us together more than you know.

Then, we have all our inside family jokes, just the four of us, that the world wouldn’t understand and that secrecy of chuckling together every time we meet is so precious that I cannot put it down in writing.

We have our standing joke of ‘Let me tell you two things’. It’s always two, isn’t it? Never one and never three; just two. But those two things are enough to make me ponder and reflect on everything we speak about.

During my depression phase, I remember you sitting me down one day, when I had a wave of self-pity wash over me and in the gentlest of tones you said, ‘I know this is hard and you feel you don’t deserve this. Remember though, that this will make you stronger, much stronger than you consider yourself right now. And you will learn that every stumbling block in life takes you further on your spiritual path.’ย 

Appu, your love is one of the most amazing things Sindu and I have had the fortune to experience and I am grateful every single day for the forces that destined you’d be our dad. I pray for a healthy, happy life for you today and every day.

Happy Father’s Day!
Glasses, Bow TIe on blue background for father's day

*Featured image courtesy: Shutterstockย 

Pin image (Bow Tie with glasses) by Africa Studioย 

Shailaja V

Hi there! I'm Shailaja Vishwanath, a blogger with 12 years of blogging experience and a parent to a teen. I work as a digital marketing and social media consultant. From positive parenting tips to useful productivity hacks, social media advice to blogging advice, you'll find them all right here. Welcome to my blog.


Rachna · June 19, 2016 at 6:37 am

Beautiful post, your love for him spilling out in every word. You are blessed to have him in your life and may he continue inspire and love you always!

Shilpa Gupte · June 19, 2016 at 9:30 am

Beautiful! Left me teary- eyed by the time I finished reading it! How very lucky we girls are to have such loving dad's, aren't we?

Cathy Graham · June 19, 2016 at 11:12 am

Such a touching tribute to your father. He sounds like a wonderful man who has helped shape the wonderful woman you have become. Lovely post!

harivan · June 19, 2016 at 12:03 pm

Well written. Really middle path.

Sid @ · June 19, 2016 at 12:26 pm

A lovely tribute to your Appa. It's always amazing to know the effect our folks have had in shaping our personalities and how we turned out.

Jaibala Rao · June 19, 2016 at 12:41 pm

I call my dad Dude, just because and he loves it ๐Ÿ™‚ Parents always have a huge role to play in our lives, they literally have made us what we are today. Lovely tribute to an amazing man.

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 19, 2016 at 4:36 pm

Thank you Rachna ๐Ÿ™‚

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 19, 2016 at 4:37 pm

We are indeed, Shilpa. I thank my stars every day when I think of my parents.

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 19, 2016 at 4:39 pm

Touched that you think so, Cat ๐Ÿ™‚ Thank you!

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 19, 2016 at 4:56 pm

Thank you so much for reading.

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 19, 2016 at 5:11 pm

Very true. It's interesting to see how many facets we imbibe in our own personalities and how many we discard. Thanks, Sid. He's my rock in so many ways ๐Ÿ™‚

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 19, 2016 at 5:15 pm

How cool to call him Dude! Gy calls me that ๐Ÿ˜‰ Agree that parents have an incredibly irreplaceable role in our lives.

sibi · June 19, 2016 at 6:18 pm

You are blessed with a great Dad indeed! I liked the photo you have posted. Elegance personified

Vidya Sury · June 19, 2016 at 6:29 pm

Stay blessed! ๐Ÿ™‚

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 20, 2016 at 12:22 am

Thank you Sibi. He's an amazing guy. Truly.

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 20, 2016 at 12:23 am

Thanks Vidya ๐Ÿ™‚

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 20, 2016 at 2:50 am

Thank you Naba! I felt the same when reading about your father too! ๐Ÿ™‚

Hema · June 20, 2016 at 3:10 am

Omg! Shailaja, what an endearing post ๐Ÿ™‚ the paragraph where you talk about your depression phase was heart wrenching. I remembered how my dad would just hold my hand during my crying bouts during my post- partum depression. Our dads are a different breed altogether, aren't they? We are such lucky girls ๐Ÿ™‚

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 20, 2016 at 3:15 am

Our dads are certainly incredible. It takes a special kind of person to be so totally dedicated to the act of loving you. Dads have that quality. So do moms but for men it's a little more difficult to express themselves. With their kids, they can do a fabulous job though ๐Ÿ™‚

Ls · June 20, 2016 at 5:55 am

Beautiful Shailaja..

Shailaja Vishwanath · June 20, 2016 at 5:57 am

Thank you so much, Lata!

tulika singh · June 23, 2016 at 2:29 pm

That was a touching tribute to not just your father but to all fathers. Daughters and dads always share a special bond, isn't it? I loved how you've put all those special moments in words so beautifully.

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