Today is the eighth day of January. It somehow seems fitting that I write my first post of 2015 on this blog on this day, because Gy is eight-and-a-half now. It is equally necessary that I put down my promises for the year together with the exceptions that each of them will carry. A mother’s word is powerful and holds immense value, so I’m hoping these will serve as good reminders as the years go by.
My readers must already know by now that I wrote a Wish List for my daughter at the end of 2014.
As parents, most of you will acknowledge that this whole idea of bringing up a person is no cakewalk. It comes with its share of belly laughs and exhausting nights. You are simultaneously exuberant and depleted at the end of a day in an amusement park. Watching a child sleep is at once immensely satisfying and fear-inducing that the slightest noise will wake them up!
This is all fine when they are those tiny beings that you can easily shape, the ones who nod along sagely when you suggest something and believe that you are the absolute truth. Hey, I enjoyed that phase! Honest!
But, time has a nasty way of catching up with you. One day that innocent ball of cuteness will stare at you, hand on her hip and say, ‘I don’t like it when you scold me;’ OR ‘I wish I was always staying with my grandparents’ AND the kicker, ‘I wish you were not my mom.’
Yes, that hurts. More than the moment when you rip the band-aid from a fully healed wound. In fact, that pain subsides after a few minutes. This one doesn’t. Regret and guilt start gnawing away at you in tiny, bite-sized doses and you wonder what on earth you did to merit those soul-crushing moments.
Okay, I exaggerate. Not soul-crushing! But, it is saddening, nonetheless.
However, there is something I must share with Gy as well as other kids who may be reading this post. (Ha, I kid you!) These are things I can unequivocally promise you which will each come with their points of exception.
So, Gy, in case you didn’t know these already, here they are:
Promise 1:
Wow…. This is such a fantastic way to start the year. I find this extremely positive. You're so firm with what you say, and the way you've said this makes it totally possible for her to feel its depth. I'm sure Gy will understand it and love you for all this and much more !!!
Awww.. Such a cute post. And all promises that you can keep too. Stay blessed, Shailaja
p. S. THE exceptions are part of positive parenting 🙂
May I say I love the exceptions even more than the promises ;). D sometimes hits me with “You're the best mom I could have had!” and I'm left wondering what the catch might be :P.
Such a lovely post! Exceptions form the foundation of good parenting rule book, I say. And, our kids will appreciate our strong stand eventually and thank us (hopefully) one day 🙂
Indeed a lovely post. I have got a new perspective about positive parenting where there have to be certain exceptions as well but this does not mean that we love our kids any less.
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Aww.. that's a lovely one Shailaja, the promises so heartfelt and the exceptions even more so. It really IS heartbreaking when the 'Mum I hate you' comes even though you know they don't mean it.
This is so beautiful! Your lovely daughter is so fortunate to have you as her mother. 🙂
Such a touching post Shailaja! ONLY a mother could write such a post! I love those promises AND with the exceptions, especially the last one! 😉 And I also love #4 exception and #5 exception (“snarky defiance”). 😉 As Laura says, Gy is lucky to have you as her Mom. 🙂 <3
A post straight from your heart..loved readin it !
Wishing A very Happy New year to u and ur family 🙂
Moving and thought provoking as your posts always are. Love the promises and the exceptions. Gy is lucky to have you as her mom.
You made me emotional with this Shailaja… You really did and I don't what else to write in praise of this..
I used to say that to my mom–and often. Now, she is one of the most important people in my life, and I my love for her is so large. I know you know this, but don't let those moments of sassiness and rebellion get you down, even if they hurt. Children grow out of it.
And just so you know, I can tell you are a good mother just by reading this post. It is evident how much you care about your children. 🙂
aww!! i liked all the promises plus all the exceptions, and especially how the last one has no exception. sweet. =)
This is very sweet!
Side note. If my future child ever says “I wish you were not my mom” to me, I'll cleverly retort with “Well I'll have you know I'm actually your father, so oh my God are you calling me too feminine? Why?! Why would you do this to me?!”
Then I'd burst into uncontrollable weeping and run away to dramatic music.
I…I don't deal with emotions that well.
I certainly hope so, Sreeja. Thank you so much for commenting 🙂
Lovely post, Shailaja. Loved the promises and even more the exceptions. 🙂
That about says it all. Kids can scream at you how much they hate you…and it hurts bad, but they don't mean it because in reality they love you more than anyone unless you have really done something that would deserve that emotion.
Gy has one great mom, you both are lucky to have each other.
Beautiful promises, each with a really meaningful exception!
You seem to be poised to break your Yell-Free record. All the best!!
Very true, Sid. I would like to think so too 🙂
Yes you may and yes, kids do that so well 😉
Thank you so much, Uma 🙂
I love these promises. Very beautiful.
Thanks, Cherie 🙂
This is so beautiful!
Thanks Rachael 🙂